Friday, October 17, 2008

Good memmories

Some harmless things that made me smile when I thought about the past.

I remember Her telling me that her friends were pissed cause my plane was late.

I remember the first time I kissed Her, it was french, she said she liked it, but was shocked. lol

I remember the first time we held hands in front of my parents at the roller skating place. (the next day i find out my dad is dying from cancer)

I remember inviting her over to play guitar hero before we started dating lol.

I remember dancing with her in her basement to practice for homecoming.

I remember her playing drums, while i played guitar

I remember her drums lessons and how she'd always tell me to slow it down and i wouldn't lol.

I remember her random food ideas, like honey on a biscuit, and buttery/sugary rice

I remember how her parents said we couldn't see each other on tuesdays and thursdays because we were getting too attached.

I remember feeling her against me, and how her touch sent me over the edge.

I remember screwing up and her reasurring me that it was ok.

I remember Mr. Sprinkles and her obsession with not mixing ice cream.

I remember the 5k and how I actually enjoyed running it.

I remember Panera Bread and how we'd go there whenever we were in roanoke.

I remember before Prom we went to panera bread, and the lady wanted to give us two giant straws because we were so cute together.

I REMEMBER going out in the middle of the night in Millbury, massachusetts with my cousins and going on the lake to go swimming.... it was dark.

I remember hannah's advice to her "you can't ride two horses with one ass."

I remember working at wendy's and having her run up and give me a rose and kissing me and running away.

Watching Taladega Nights, on her nana's birthday.

I remember playing banana grams on her floor.

I remember introducing her to jen (that's just funny in itself).

I remember sneaking off to go see Norbit, when we were supposed to stay with Jen.

I remember Nashville, and how she tried to give me one of those kind of uncomfortable, "i dont know if you like me" hugs. Then I looked at her and said "Oh, come on now, a real hug," and I wrapped my arms around her and she smiled.

I remember my mom saying "You better treat her like gold!" when she found out that Devin was her boss's daughter.

I remember running up to her when she went to my school, and hug her. Then I'd leave a note in her pocket without her noticing, so she could find it later.

I remember walking through her field in the cold, and then stopping at the edge and just holding each other, while i lost feeling in my nose.

I remember the ice storm, and how it layered the trees, and how she was so excited by its beauty, i could only help but smile.

I remember saying "If we were older, I would've proposed by now." And how she was so excited I had said that.

I remember the first talent show with her, and how she said I should've been in it, and also how she said,"Everyone would ask, Who's that amazing musician on stage? and I would say, Oh he's my boyfriend. And then you would here gasps, and the fainting of women." lol

I remember, yippees, woohoos, gongs, pokes, and "." s

I remember when we first started getting comfortable kissing, we'd rub our noses together as we smiled and looked into each other's eyes.

I remember our small arguments, but I also remember how much better we'd be afterwards.

I remember taking her to my church, sitting on her lap, and then freaking out when her cell phone went off in her pocket.

I remember Chinese food.

I remember watching "That 70's Show"

I remember her rubbing my dad's feet as he lay there in his hospital bed, I know he loved her like a daughter.

I remember her holding me until I stopped crying over my dad and my dog.

I remember her saying, "Would you be offended if we got married, and I never cooked you meat?"

I remember that big fight between me and her mom on driving, and then her mom came downstairs as I was holding devin, and said,"Hey, Shane, what are you doing Monday? Want to go to Emerald Pointe with us?" I said, "I'm not doing anything and sure," with a confused face..... moments later she comes down again, "Oh, by the way, this has nothing to do with the fight earlier..." devin just says "suuree...." to me

I remember going outside and helping her paint that giant robot on the sheet.

I remember her trying to help me move my "Birthday Door" to my house.... My trunk wouldn't stay closed.

I remember sitting on the leopard print couch, while she tried on homecoming dresses.

I remember being stunned when she came out looking so beautiful.

I remember how the 4th of July always signaled half a year of being together.

I remember her obsession with taking 7 bazillion photos of an event.

I remember her taking my hand and placing it on her heart, then before she can say anything, i grab hers and do the same, and we both tell each other we'll always be there.

I remember her randomly dancing all crazy at her house.

I remember sitting on the back of my car looking at the sky after prom.

I remember her nibbling on my neck and how it gave me chills.

I remember that time she bit me and we had to tell her parents mack accidentally clawed my neck.

I remember Boston, walking around after being lost for 3 hours.

I remember Kill Devil Hills, and how the tube made me flip over in the ocean.

I remember saving her from that bee on the pig river ramble.

I remember her dragging me to the movies and paying because i never had money because i was the chauffeur

I remember her creativity.

I remember her love.

2 comments:

Dev. said...

I remember those things too Shane, but the past is the past. It's not a bad thing, it's just not how things are now. Be happy in the fact we used to make each other so happy.

Every day we exist is a gift, that's why it's called the present.

So pull up your socks, and get back down to functioning.

I want you to be happy. I want you to know I didn't burn everything. I want you to understand that you just need to go with the flow of life. Some things stay, some stay the same, some bounce back and forth at akward increments.

But that's what life is all about Shane. What would be the point if everything was easy and everything made sense and everything was predictable? That would just be a waste of time. Love is, its like Christianity. Or movies made in memory of comic books. (humor me for a minute)..... Without the bad, the good wouldn't be so great. What's the point of spiderman without green goblin? Honestly?


Some days are good days and some days are crappy. But that just means you have to milk the good days for all its worth. So what if my mom bitches at me all mornig about dog poop in the kitchen? I'll just sit for 5 minutes longer when I go outside to watch the falling leaves.

Get it?


See you at church....
Dev

Anonymous said...

Maybe you should blog on Xanga with me instead?

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