What's wrong now?

I see her saying she loves him, she probably does. I'm happy she's happy, but i still love her and it still hurts.

The world just seems to be spinning around me, and quite frankly i just don't give a damn. Like feelings and emotions are now void in my own central being. So I'll just sit here and play guitar, writing songs about my feelings which are non-existent. I'm definitely no lyricist, but I'm pretty good at portraying emotions through chordal structures, rhythms, riffs, and progressions.

There's this one song i wrote, that if i listen to, it actually drains me emotionally. Its as if someone is sucking the happy and ignorance out of me. But i still listen to it, because it still sounds nice.

I want to affect the world with music. Have them feel my feelings, and relate to them. I want to influence people to help their fellow man.

No matter who stabs you in the back, who holds your hand, who kisses you goodnight, they can't always be there for you. Music and feelings are always there. A world without music.... I could only imagine how horrible that would be.