March..... somethingeth

Sitting on the couch listening to trivium waiting to go to the curch's "girl thing" so I can play guitar and hang with rachel and casey.

Finding lyrics for my ipod so i can just tap the screen and see what i'm singing.

Burning up in these black pants and shirt.

And now i'm going to go, so I can enjoy the sound of the rain on the windows and the cars going by. I love the rain.

In the long run...

I guess I just don't care anymore. I feel better off this way, so.. no big.

Itunes

Anyone have any idea for some cool bands? Cause I got some money on my itunes and I don't want to spend it all on apps for the touch.

Suggestions much appreciated

Birthday

kinda blew.

Basically cold and wet... as you already know.

Mom buying herself stuff.. when i'm obviously having a bad time (I mean seriously, I know its selfish to be like buy me crap for my birthday, but you could at least act like it was my birthday)

I lost in the competition, but there were 1500 other people just as smart as I am there.

And apparently DECA is a big deal in norfolk.. we took up half the civic center just to announce awards. everyone was all dressed up and stuff. it was fun, retarded, and depressing all the same time lol.

Saturday night consisted of Microwaved Chinese and strawberry fanta while watching American Dad with Casey in the suite.

Then after that, until about 2:30. Casey slept on the bed next to my pull out couch while we talked through facebook constantly laughing at my mom's inability to have a normal snore. By the way, its freakin hard to type on an ipod touch..... but it was fun.

I kinda wished we could've just drove through the night and ended up at home this morning so i could go to church.. I like church, i feel welcom there.

I've got a few cash gifts... but i wish i could've just gotten money instead of a trip to norfolk.... I need a car, not erin/dad's hand-me-down piece of foot smelling crap.


oh well, some from an old friend still leaves me believing my own personal wind will take me where I need to be... this is just another tornado/thunderstorm made to break me apart.

Well...

Its been a while since I've written anything.



My socks are wet, and i'm sitting on the floor of a best western suite in norfolk over looking the beach on this dreary cold and wet day.

I mean, it is in fact my birthday, but i don't feel any different... thats what i hate about my birthday... it all feels the same.

I dont have the drive to get friends together and celebrate.. the last two years someone else has helped me with that. thank you.

This year I have my mom, my friend casey, a laptop, and an ipod to get through the day. Wish me luck tomorrow at the competition.. considering theres over 200 teenagers here for the same reason, and i'm the only one from franklin county.. it'd be amiracle if i won anything.

goodnight. thank you for your happy birthday wishes.

Guess what.

I won an Ipod touch. thats all for today..

Actually, i'm goin bowling, too. with casey, and the church, and kristen.