....But, too bad I lack in such things.
I wish I could be more ignorant. Oblivious to all around me. That would make life so much easier... (at least emotionally)
Weird things are going on, I haven't taken a normal breath in the past month... I have to gasp to feel like I'm getting the necessary amount of oxygen in my system, as if I'm constantly hyper-ventilating.
I'm still in the process of filling out my Berklee application, but I also need to come up with an audition piece. This is the only college I'm interested in, but as everyone knows, i'm not a really confident person... so, I'm gonna have issues with the audition.
I realized that, well, nothing is ever going to be the same. Devin, Mack, and I, will probably never be friends with each other at the same time again. I've done my part to start the healing process, but now the ball's in their courts... I still love her, but that's not going to change anything.
Like i said, i wish i could just be ignorant to the world. Ironically enough I'd probably be happier in my own little oblivion.
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