haven't posted anything in a while

This weather is unbearable. Basically it'll go from 50 to 80 on a two day basis and i don't have any shorts that will go with the whole new look i've been trying to have. I'm fine with the heat if it will just stay hot, and not jump around like an kid with RLS and caffiene patches.

I'm sick of people betraying other people and I hate how idiocy can come from the worst of places. Its the one's closest to you that have the greatest chance of patting you on the back with steak knife. I only trust maybe two or three people outside of my family (who i have issues trusting anyway). And one of those people i'm kind of emotionally afraid of.

I think I may be in a band with Isaac, Samuel, and Seth. So that makes 3 bands if you count the church one. Mack asked me to be lead guitarist in his band thats supposed to play with skillet and them at some christian rally in kentucky. I agreed, but then decided not to cause i don't think i really want to put myself out there to be anything more than a co worker with the guy who ruined one of the best friendships i had ever had (not with him, mind you). Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me.

Devin and I are working on getting our friendship back, only basically her entire family hates me though. I guess I kinda deserve it cause i indirectly caused a lot of problems. I mean hey, I don't think I'll ever get her back in the way I want, but at least i'll have my best friend and she'll be happy, she really needs a break in life.

It was 80 something degrees today, and i was wearing jeans and a dark colored shirt playing ultimate frisbee. The score was "tied" 9 to 9 (brittany can't count). Oh and I think i actually tanned for the first time in my life.

Interesting new phrases from yesterday:
-FALCON PUNCH!
-Falcon Piss! (in reference to smash bros at alex's)
-"haha hey guys, its kinda like talcom.... TALCOM POWDER! it puts the lotion on its skin or it gets the hose." (Ryan)
-"sooner or later I'm gonna start thinking of important things that will have some kind of meaning in my life." -Isaac
-"ride the balogna wagon" -Isaac
-"Dude you could sell your baby for 185,000" -Isaac
"yeah man, start a business with that money to make sex-ed videos" -Samuel
"Lets all just write a song about this, and I'll get on my homework later Isaac, no pun intended" -Me


So yeah... thats basically yesterday and today.