Well...

Its been a while since I've written anything.



My socks are wet, and i'm sitting on the floor of a best western suite in norfolk over looking the beach on this dreary cold and wet day.

I mean, it is in fact my birthday, but i don't feel any different... thats what i hate about my birthday... it all feels the same.

I dont have the drive to get friends together and celebrate.. the last two years someone else has helped me with that. thank you.

This year I have my mom, my friend casey, a laptop, and an ipod to get through the day. Wish me luck tomorrow at the competition.. considering theres over 200 teenagers here for the same reason, and i'm the only one from franklin county.. it'd be amiracle if i won anything.

goodnight. thank you for your happy birthday wishes.