2 hour conversation, destruction and rebirth

So i just had a 2 hour conversation with Dee.

I may not be wise, but I'm capable of finding someone who is. I forgive everyone! Truly I do. When I see you I will smile like every other person and know that no one will be hurting me the same way again. "I cherish the loss, a gentle reminder" -enter shikari

So forgive and forget is what I'll do, I'll delete everything, erase everything, forget all the lies, forget all the things I know are still being said behind my back when i turn away. But like that quote says, thank you for letting me be a little wiser, I'll cherish the loss, a gentle reminder as to not be hurt the same way again.

Starting tomorrow, I'm deadicating myself to the Lord. He can heal me now that I'm putting him first. I will become a leader at what I do, and perfect my craft, my gift of music. I will be known for my selflessness, my generosity, my ever growing kindness towards all of his children.

That is my new years resolution (though it is a little late), and I'm putting all of my willpower into it, all of my persistant nature into the fact that i will not hold grudges and I will be capable of forgiving all of everything in the past present and future.

Goodnight world, this dense infected forest of pain will be set ablaze tonight. The ground will be nourished by its destruction and out of that, beautiful confident trees will grow once more.